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I’M BACK IN THE ‘FIGHTING IT’ GAME! Me and my mental health.

Posted on September 5, 2017 by SCARFMAN

As I write this blog I do it in a very positive frame of mind. I’ve had a good week with my mental health and so I just wanted to socially document this. I wanted to sort of shout it … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, FRIENDSHIP, HEALTH, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, Uncategorized | Tagged @SCARFMANANDY, ANDY LLOYD, EMETOPHOBIA, EXPOSURE, EXPOSURE THERAPY, FEAR OF BEING SICK, FEAR OF SICK, friendship, MANCHESTER, Manchester Piccadilly RAIL station, MANCHESTER VICTORIA RAIL STATION, mental health, MOJO BACK, MOTIVATION, NHS, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, TRIGGER SMELLS, Twitter | 1 Comment

EXCITED YET SCARED, THIS IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT STARTING CBT AGAIN!

Posted on May 2, 2017 by SCARFMAN

This week is a really big week for me. In two days time I have my first CBT appointment in over five years. For the uninitiated, CBT stands for Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, and this involves a gradual exposure to whatever … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, EMOTION, FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP, HEALTH, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized | Tagged AMBITION, ANXIETIES, anxiety, ARIPIPRAZOLE, CBT, COGNITIVE BEHAVIOURAL THERAPY, CONTAMINATION, CONTAMINATION OCD, DIARY, DREAMS, EMETOPHOBIA, EXCITED, FLUOXETINE, Health, MALE HEALTH, MANCHESTER, MANCHESTER CITY CENTRE, MENS HEALTH, mental health, MENTAL HEALTH ILLNESS, MENTAL HEALTH MEDICATION, mental illness, MOTIVATION, NHS, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, physical health, PHYSICAL HEALTH ILLNESS, PSYCHOLOGY, therapist, TRUE STORY | Leave a comment

AN UNEXPECTED MOMENT OF EMOTION!

Posted on March 21, 2017 by SCARFMAN

This blog tells the tale of how a trip to my local medical centre, turned into one of the most emotional afternoons that I have had in a very long time. Today has been a good day. Today, my faith … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, COMPLIMENT, EMOTION, HEALTH, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized | Tagged @SCARFMANANDY, anxiety, compliment, CONTAMINATION, DIABETES, DIABETIC EYE SCREENING, DOCTORS, EMETOPHOBIA, EMOTION, EYE SCREENINB, EYE SCREENING, FAMILY AND MENTAL HEALTH, MEN MALE MENTAL HEALTH, MENS HEALTH, mental health, MENTAL HEALTH SUPPORT, NHS, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, SCARFMAN, SICK, SUPPORT, UK HEALTH, UK HEALTHCARE, UNEXPECTED EMOTION, VOMIT PHOBIA | Leave a comment

PIERS MORGAN’S LIFE STORIES WITH NIGEL FARAGE : WHEN THE MARMITE OF BRITISH BROADCASTING INTERVIEWED THE MARMITE OF BRITISH POLITICS! A review.

Posted on February 27, 2017 by SCARFMAN

There can be no denying that right now Piers Morgan is the Marmite of British broadcasting, i.e. you either love him or hate him. Likewise, there can be no denying that right now Nigel Farage is the Marmite figure of … Continue reading →

Posted in COMEDY, EMOTION, ENTERTAINMENT, POPULAR CULTURE, TELEVISION, THE ARTS, TV, TV REVIEW, UK TV, Uncategorized | Tagged BREXIT, HELICOPTER CRASH, ITN, ITV1, MARMITE, NHS, NIGEL FARAGE, OUT CAMPAIGN, Piers Morgan, PIERS MORGAN'S LIFE STORIES, POLITICS, popular culture, QUESTION TIME, ROBERT PESTON, TELEVISION REVIEW, THE ARTS, THE GUARDIAN, tv review, UKIP, X-FACTOR | Leave a comment

AN ASHAMED, INTROSPECTIVE AND HOODWINKED LOUIS! ‘Louis Theroux – Savile’. A review.

Posted on October 7, 2016 by SCARFMAN

This was a BBC Two documentary by Louis Theroux with a difference. Never before have we seen him revisit one of his earlier programmes. First aired fifteen years ago, he looked back at the documentary he did with the now … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, BBC, documentary, EMOTION, ENTERTAINMENT, grief, POPULAR CULTURE, TELEVISION, THE ARTS, TV, TV REVIEW, UK TV, Uncategorized | Tagged 1972, 1973, 2016, 70S, 80S, ANDY LLOYD TV CRITIC, ARTHUR CARY, ASHAMED, AYSHA RAFAELE, BBC, BBC TELEVISION STATION, BBC TWO, BBC2, BRITISH TELEVISION, BRITISH TV, CHARITABLE WORK, CHERIE WHEATCROFT, child abuse, culture, DAME JANET SMITH, DAME JANET SMITH REPORT, death, DOCU, DOCUMENTARY, EMOTION, entertainment, Grief, HOODWINKED, INTROSPECTION, JANET COPE, JIM'LL FIX IT, JIMMY SAVILE, kat ward, LEEDS, LOUIS THEROUX, LOUIS THEROUX JIMMY SAVILE, LOUIS THEROUX JIMMY SAVILE REVIEW, MANDEVILLE HOSPITAL, media, NHS, OPERATION YEW TREE, PEDOPHILE, popular culture, RAPE, SAM, SAVILE, Scarfman_, SEX OFFENDER, SEXUAL ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE AT CHURCH, SHOWBIZ, SIR JIMMY SAVILE, STOKE MANDEVILLE HOSPITAL, SUSAN, SYLVIA NICOL, TELEVISION, TELEVISION REVIEW, THE ARTS, THEROUX, TV, TV CRITIC, tv review, TV WRITING, UK TELEVISION, UK TV, YOUTHECRITIC | Leave a comment

THE JOY OF……..A GOOD LONG WEE, WHEN YOU SUFFER FROM LYMPHOEDEMA LIKE ME!

Posted on July 17, 2016 by SCARFMAN

I’ll let you all into an embarrassing secret of mine for a moment, the other morning I raced into the bathroom quicker than Linford Christie in tight Lycra and shouted the following OUT LOUD as I weed(in the voice of … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, COMEDY, EMOTION, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized | Tagged amusing health story, anxiety, banter, big wees, BLADDER, CELLULITIS, COMEDY, COMPRESSION, compression socks, COMPRESSION STOCKINGS, coping with lymphoedema, David Coleman, David Colemen, DOCTORS, EMOTION, fluid drainage, GALLBLADDER REMOVED, gallbladder taken out, going to the toilet, GPS, Health, health comedy, IRRITABLE BLADDER, JOY, Linford Christie, living with lymphedema, living with lymphoedema, lymph fluid, lymph gland drainage issue, LYMPH GLANDS, lymphatic fluid, lymphatic glands, lymphedema, LYMPHOEDEMA, MALE HEALTH, MENS HEALTH, mental health, nerves, NHS, pee, physical health, poisoning my body, PROSTATE INFECTION, PROSTATITIS, record breakers, swelling in the legs, SWOLLEN ANKLES, SWOLLEN FEET, SWOLLEN LEGS, symptoms and side effects of lymphoedema, toilet, TRUE STORY, urinating, urination, useless doctors, WEE, WEEING | Leave a comment

BIRTHS, BABIES AND BOREDOM! IN THE CLUB : SERIES 2, EPISODE SIX REVIEW!

Posted on June 14, 2016 by SCARFMAN

In 2008 Gareth McLean in The Guardian asked if there was ‘a TV equivalent of difficult second album syndrome’? He went on to confirm that indeed there was and cited a few examples to support his theory. He was referring … Continue reading →

Posted in BBC DRAMA, BBC ORIGINAL DRAMA, BBC1, DRAMA, EMOTION, ENTERTAINMENT, NHS, POPULAR CULTURE, TELEVISION, THE ARTS, TV, TV REVIEW, UK TV, Uncategorized | Tagged ANDY LLOYD, BABIES, BABY DRAMA, BBC, BBC DRAMA, BBC ORIGINAL DRAMA, BBC1, BOREDOM, BRITISH DRAMA TELEVISION, BRITISH TV, CHRISTINE BOTTOMLEY, CORNY, DEV SIDHWA, DISAPPOINTING SECOND SERIES, DRAMA STORYLINES, FOLLOW UP SERIES, GERALDINE, GERALDINE PARKS, HANNAH, HERMIONE NORRIS, HOSPITAL DRAMA, IN THE CLUB, IN THE CLUB SERIES 2, IN THE CLUB SERIES TWO, JASMIN SIDHWA, JONATHAN, KATHERINE PARKINSON, KAY MELLOR, KIM HALL, LONDON'S BURNING, LORRAINE CHESHIRE, LUKE, LUKE THOMPSON, MIDWIFE, NEIL PEARSON, NHS, OVER DRAMARISED, REVIEW, RICK MANNING, ROANNA WILSON, SACHA DHAWAN, SCARFMAN, Scarfman_, SECOND SERIES SYNDROME, SIMON LAMBERT, storylines, TAJ ATWAL, TELEVISION, TELEVISION REVIEW, TV, TV CRITIC, tv review, TWINS, VICKY, VICKY BRIERLY, WILL MELLOR, YOU THE CRITIC | Leave a comment

I FEEL LIKE CRYING HAPPY TEARS THAT MY CHRONIC PAIN HAS FINALLY STARTED TO DECREASE….BUT I’M SCARED TOO JUST YET!

Posted on April 16, 2016 by SCARFMAN

“If I can’t get back on the anti-inflammatories then my life is over. I won’t be able to cope with physio on my pelvis, having a girlfriend or going out five days a week for a job”. In the last … Continue reading →

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SUFFERING FROM ILL HEALTH CAN BE HEARTBREAKING AND SOUL DESTROYING AT TIMES, ESPECIALLY WHEN NOT EVERYBODY BELIEVES YOU!

Posted on February 25, 2016 by SCARFMAN

“You sure you’re not getting obsessed with your bits”? A GP said this to me once. “I think we discussed this last time how you’re maybe getting obsessed with your blood sugars”. A Diabetic Nurse said this to me once. … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, COMPLIMENT, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, EMOTION, FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, RANT, TRIBUTE, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized | Tagged anxiety, bad doctors, bad gp, being patronized, big brother, BLADDER, BLADDER PROBLEM, BLOOD SUGARS, CELLULITIS, CHRONIC BACTERIAL PROSTATITIS, CHRONIC ILLNESS, CHRONIC PAIN, CHRONIC PELVIC PAIN, compliment, CONTAMINATION, CONTAMINATION OCD, COPING WITH ILL HEALTH, DEGREE, degree interrupted by illness ill health, DEPRESSION, depression about health, DIABETES, DIABETIC, diabetic nurse, DIARY, differing medical opinions, DISCRIMINATION, DISGUST AT DOCTORS, DOCTORS, EMOTION, EMPATHY, exasperation at gp, failed diagnosis, Family, feeling weary, FEELING WORN OUT, fellow sufferer, FIGHTING, FRIENDS, friendship, GPS, Health, health battles, health diary, HEALTH ISSUES, HEALTH PROBLEMS, health story, health strugles, health worries, HELP, HOPE, ILL, ILL AT UNIVERSITY, ILL HEALTH, inept doctors, interrupted degree, isolation of being ill, isolation of ill health, knowing more than a doctor, LIFE, LIFE STORY, LIVING NIGHTMARE, LYMPH GLANDS, lymphedema, lymphemea, LYMPHOEDEMA, lymphoedema in legs, male, MALE HEALTH, male pelvic pain, manual lymphatic drainage, MEDICAL PEOPLE NOT BELIEVING YOU, MEDICINE, MEN, MENS HEALTH, mental depession, mental fight, mental health, MENTAL HEALTH DISCRIMINATION, MENTAL HEALTH PREJUDICE, MENTAL HEALTH STIGMA, mental help, mental illness, mental support, MIND, MISDIAGNOSIS, MOTHER, MOTIVATION, muscoskeletal physiotherapy, MY DEGREE, NATIONAL HEALTH SERVICE, nerves, NHS, NIGHTMARE, nurse, obsessive complusive disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, osteopath, PATRONIZED BY DOCTORS, PELVIC GIRDLE PAIN, PELVIC PAIN, PELVIC PHYSIO, PELVIC PHYSIOTHERAPY, pgp, physio, physiotherapy, poor doctors, poor gps, PREJUDICE, PROSTATE CANCER, PROSTATE ILLNESS, PROSTATITIS, psychological, psychological pain, rant, rib pain, SELF EDUCATION, SELF HELP GROUP, SHOULDER PAIN, Social Media, social media friendships, SORE PELVIS, SORE RIBS, sore shoulder, speak out about mental health, specialist womens physiotherapist, stigma, stigma of mental health illness, suicidal thought, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SUICIDE, SUPPORT, SYMPATHY, tribute, true stories, Twitter, TYPE ONE DIABETES, UROLOGISTS, VASCULAR, VINDICATION, well being, when doctors don't believe you, when people don't believe you're ill, women's physiotherapy, WOMENS HEALTH PHYSIOTHERAPY, WORRIES | Leave a comment

DREAMS DO COME TRUE FOR ANTHONY ‘MILLION DOLLAR’ CROLLA!

Posted on November 27, 2015 by SCARFMAN

“YEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS HE’S DONE IT, HE’S DONE IT. BRILLIANT, BRILLIANT, BRILLIANT, ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT” (me/Andy Lloyd, Nov 21st, 2015). At around 11.30pm last Saturday, I yelled these words above out loud in the comfort of my living room. In all likelihood I … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, BOXING, COMPLIMENT, EMOTION, ENTERTAINMENT, HEALTH, mens health, NHS, POPULAR CULTURE, SPORT, TELEVISION, THE ARTS, TRIBUTE, TRUE STORIES, TV, TV REVIEW, UK TV, Uncategorized | Tagged #BOXINGWRITING, #CROLLA, #EDDIEHEARN, @ANTHONY_CROLLA, @GALLAGHERSGYM, AGAINST THE ODDS, AMIR KHAN, ANDY LLOYD, ANTHONY CROLLA, ANTHONY MILLION DOLLAR CROLLA, anxiety, ARTHUR ABRAHAM, ASSAULT, ATTACK, ATTACKED, ATTEMPTED BURGLARY, BARRY HEARN, belief, BELOW THE BELT, BETTER PREPARED, BOLTON, BOXER ATTACKED, BOXING, BOXING COMMUNITY, BOXING JOURNALISM, BOXING PROMOTER, BOXING PROMOTION, BOXING REPORTING, BOXING REVIEW, BOXING TRAINER, BOXING WRITING, BRAIN SCAN, BRITAIN, BRITISH BOXING, BRITISH TELEVISION, BRITISH TV, BROKEN ANKLE, BROKEN ANKLE IN TWO PLACES, BURGLARS, BURGLARY, CHAMPION, CHEERS, COMBAT SPORTS, CONCRETE SLAB, CRIME, CROLLA VS PEREZ, crolla vs perez 1, crolla vs perez 2 rematch, CROLLA VS PEREZ II, CT SCAN, DARLEYS PEREZ, death, DECISION, DISAPPOINTMENT, DISASTER, DRAW, DREAM, DREAMS, EDDIE HEARN, EMOTION, ENGLAND, entertainment, FAILED TO MAKE TEN COUNT, FAIRY TALE, FIGHT, FIGHT NIGHT, FITNESS, FORGIVENESS, FRACTURED SKULL, GALLAGHERS GYM, GALLANT LOSER, GARETH A DAVIES, GBH, GERMANY, GREATER MANCHESTER, HAVE A GO HERO, Health, HEARTACHE, HEARTBREAKING, HERO, HIGH STAKES, HIT BY CONCRETE SLAB, HOPE, HUMAN INTEREST STORY, INCATEGORIZED, J.M.BARRIE, JAN 23RD 2015, JOE GALLACHER, JOE GALLAGHER, JOURNALISM, JUBILATION, KEVIN MITCHELL, KNOCK OUT 5TH ROUND, LEFT HOOK TO THE BODY, LIGHTWEIGHT CHAMPION OF THE WORLD, LUCKY TO BE ALIVE, MALE HEALTH, MAN UNITED, MANCHESTER, MANCHESTER ARENA, MANCHESTER EVENING NEWS, MANCHESTER PHONES 4U ARENA, Manchester United, MANCHESTER UNITED FAN, MANCUNIAN, MATCHROOM SPORTS, MENS HEALTH, MENTAL STRENGTH, MIGHT NEVER BOX AGAIN, MILLION DOLLAR, mindset, MOSTON, NEIGHBOURS, NEW MOSTON, NHS, NICE GUY CROLLA, NORTH WEST, NOV 21ST 2015, NOVEMBER 2015, OLD TRAFFORD, OLDHAM, PAUL SMITH, PAUL SMITH BOXER, PAUL SMITH JNR, physio, POLICE, popular culture, positive thinking, POST FIGHT, PRIDE OF BRITAIN], PROMISE, rematch, REVIEW, RICHARD ABRIL, ROYAL OLDHAM HOSPITAL, SACRIFICE, SAUERLAND BOXING, Scarfman_, SKY, SKY NEWS, SKY SPORTS BOXING, SKY SPORTS NEWS, SKY TELEVISION, SPORT, SPORT REVIEW, SPORT WRITING, SPORTS, SPORTS PERSONALITY, SPORTS REPORTING, SPORTS WRITING, STADIUM FIGHT, STRONGER, TELEVISION, TELEVISION REVIEW, TELLY, THE ARTS, THE TELEGRAPH, TRAUMA, TRAVESTY, tribute, true stories, TRUE STORY, TV, tv review, UK TELEVISION, UK TV, UNCATEGORISED, WBA, WBA WORLD LIGHTWEIGHT CHAMPION, WBO SUPER-MIDDLEWEIGHT BELT, WELL WISHES, WORLD BOXING ASSOCIATION, writing | 2 Comments

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I’M BACK IN THE ‘FIGHTING IT’ GAME! Me and my mental health.

EXCITED YET SCARED, THIS IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT STARTING CBT AGAIN!

AN UNEXPECTED MOMENT OF EMOTION!

PIERS MORGAN’S LIFE STORIES WITH NIGEL FARAGE : WHEN THE MARMITE OF BRITISH BROADCASTING INTERVIEWED THE MARMITE OF BRITISH POLITICS! A review.

AN ASHAMED, INTROSPECTIVE AND HOODWINKED LOUIS! ‘Louis Theroux – Savile’. A review.

THE JOY OF……..A GOOD LONG WEE, WHEN YOU SUFFER FROM LYMPHOEDEMA LIKE ME!

BIRTHS, BABIES AND BOREDOM! IN THE CLUB : SERIES 2, EPISODE SIX REVIEW!

I FEEL LIKE CRYING HAPPY TEARS THAT MY CHRONIC PAIN HAS FINALLY STARTED TO DECREASE….BUT I’M SCARED TOO JUST YET!

DREAMS DO COME TRUE FOR ANTHONY ‘MILLION DOLLAR’ CROLLA!

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