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17 years ago today my dad died, but the pain of losing him will live with me forever

Posted on October 31, 2015 by SCARFMAN

October 31st 1998 was without doubt the worst day of my life so far. It was worse than when I got told by a doctor twelve months later, that I needed an investigation to make sure I did not have … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, death, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP, grief, HAROLD LLOYD, HEALTH, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, TRIBUTE, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized | Tagged #DADDIED, #LOSINGPARENT, #MENSHEALTH, 17 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, 17 YEARS AGO TODAY MY DAD DIED, 1998, ANDREW LLOYD, ANNIVERSARY, anxiety, ASSISTANT ENGINEER, BATSMEN, BEREAVEMENT, BEREAVEMENT COUNSELLING, BOWLS, BURIAL, BUT THE PAIN OF LOSING HIM WILL LIVE WITH ME FOREVER, christmas, CHURCH, cricket, CRICKET AND BOWLS CLUB, CRYING, dad, DAD DIED, DAILY MAIL, DAILY MAIL DEANSGATE, death, DELAYED GRIEF, DELAYED SHOCK, DEPRESSION, DIARY, DIED, DOCTORS, DYING, EMOTION, EXTROVERT, Family, FAMILY BEREAVEMENT, FAMILY HURT, father, FATHER'S DEATH, FUNERAL, GORTON CEMETERY, GPS, GRADUATION, Grief, GRIEVING, GUILT, HAROLD JOE LLOYD, HAROLD LLOYD, Health, HEART, HEART BEATING TOO SLOWLY, HEART DISEASE, HEART FAILURE, HEART TROUBLE, HEARTBROKEN, humour, HURT, HYPOCHONDRIA, HYPOCHONDRIAC, ILL, ILL HEALTH, ILLNESS, INSECURE, JAMES LAST, JOHN LLOYD, JOKER, JOY, LIFE, LIKE FATHER LIKE SON, LIKED, LIVERPOOL, LONGSIGHT, LONGSIGHT BOWLING CLUB, LONGSIGHT CRICKET CLUB, LOSING A DAD, LOSING A PARENT, LOVE, MAN UNITED WINNING TREBLE, MANCHESTER, MANCHESTER EVENING NEWS, MARGARET LLOYD, MENS HEALTH, mental illness, MENTAL PAIN, MISSED, MISSED LOVED ONE, MONTHS LEFT TO LIVE, MUM, MUMMY'S BOY, MY DAD, NATIONAL HEALTH SERVICE, NHS, NURSES, OCTOBER 31ST, OCTOBER 31ST 1998, pain, PARENT, PASSED AWAY, PHYSICAL PAIN, PROSTATE CANCER, PROSTATE ILLNESS, RELATIVE DEATH, REMINISCE, SADNESS, sense of humour, SENSITIVE, SHOCK, SHY, SIMPSONS, SISTER, SMOKER, SON LOSING HIS FATHER, SPORTSMAN, STOCKPORT, SWELLING, TEARS, tribute, UK, UNCATEGORISED, UNCATEGORIZED, UNEXPECTED DEATH, UNI, UNIVERSITY, UNIVERSITY MAGAZINE, UPSET, WANTING TO PLEASE, WATER TABLETS, WHALLEY RANGE, WHAT IS GRIEF?, WIDOW | 4 Comments

I WILL ALWAYS BE A SOFT, SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL MAN. I AM SO GLAD THAT I AM TOO…….WELL, MOST OF THE TIME!

Posted on October 11, 2015 by SCARFMAN

I will always be a SOFT, SENSITIVE and EMOTIONAL MAN. This is a fact of life that I do not mind one bit. Well OK, at times I wish was a bit harder, bit rougher around the edges but that … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, BOOKS, COMEDY, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP, MENTAL HEALTH, RANT, social media, SPORT, TRUE STORIES, twitter, UFC, Uncategorized | Tagged anxiety, BEST MATE, BIG BOYS DON'T CRY, books, CAMP, CHARACTER, CLOTHES, COLLEGE, COMEDY, CONFRONTATION, cricket, CRY, CRYING, del boy, del trotter, DEPRESSION, DRESS SENSE, EMOTION, EMOTIONAL, EMOTIONAL PERSONALITY, FAKE, FAKE HARDNESS, FAKE LOOK, FAKE PERSONALITY, Family, FASHION, father, FEELINGS, FEMININE SIDE, FEMININITY, FILMS, football, FRIENDHIP, FRIENDS, friendship, GIRLS, GROWING UP, GUILT, GUILTY, GYM, HAIRSTYLES, HARD, HARD LOOK, HARD WALK, IMMATURE, IMMATURITY, LAD CULTURE, LAD CUTURE, LADDISH CULTURE, LADS, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, LOLLY, LOVE PINK, MACHO, MANLY PURSUITS, MENTAL, mental health, MENTAL TOUGHNESS, METROSEXUAL, MICHAEL BISPING, MIND, MR.T, nerves, NICE GUY, ONLY FOOLS AND HORSES, OPEN EMOTIONALLY, OPINIONATED, PERCEPTION, PERSONALITY, PINK, rant, REALITY, RELATIONSHIP, scarf, SCARG, scarves, sense of humour, SENSIITIVE, SENSITIVE, SENSITIVENESS, SENSITIVITY, SHAVED HEAD, SHOWING YOUR FEELINGS, SHY, SOFT, SPORT, TIN-TIN, TRENDY, TRUE FEELING, TRUE FEELINGS, true stories, Twitter, ufc, UNCATEGORISED, Unexploded, Unexploded BY ALISON MACLEOD, UNI, UPSET, VULNERABILITY, WEDDINGS, WIMP, WORKING OUT, WORRY, WORRYING, YELLOW | Leave a comment

“FATTY, BUM BUM…..” DAY SEVEN OF MY FIRST EVER DIET AND ALREADY I FEEL BETTER FOR IT!

Posted on September 29, 2015 by SCARFMAN

“Fatty, bum bum….oi Mister, can you lend us some money? Fatty, bum bum” These words got shouted at me one evening whilst I was walking home from the doctors in the early part of the summer this year. They were … Continue reading →

Posted in ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, FOOD, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, RANT, social media, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized | Tagged ABUSE, anxiety, APPEARENCE, ATTRACTIVE, biscuits, BODY IMAGE, BODY IMAGE ISSUES, bread, calories, change of diet, CHRONIC BACTERIAL PROSTATITIS, CHRONIC PAIN, CHRONIC PELVIC PAIN, COMPRESSED NERVE, CONFIDENCE, crisps, DEPRESSED, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, DIAGNOSIS, DIET, dietician, DIETING, DOCTORS, eat too much, EATING HEALTHY, eating too much, EMOTION, EXERCISE, FAT, food, food blogger, GALLBLADDER, GIRLS, GPS, Graduating, GROWING UP, Health, HELPLESSNESS, HOSPITALS, HUNCHBACK, ILIOPSOAS, ILL HEALTH, ILLNESS, INFLAMED PELVIC, KEEP FIT, KICK UP THE BACK SIDE, LACK OF CONFIDENCE, LOOKS, LOWER BACK PAIN, LUMBAR SPINE BACK PAIN, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, MENS HEALTH, mental health, MID LIFE CRISIS, MISDIAGNOSIS, MOTIVATION, nerves, NHS, nutrition, OCD, OVERWEIGHT, pain, PAINKILLER, PELVIC FLOOR, PELVIC FLOOR TRIGGER POINT RELEASE, PELVIC GIRDLE PAIN, PELVIC PAIN, physical health, PROSTATE, PROSTATE INFECTION, PROSTATITIS, PSOAS PAIN, rant, SCIATICA, SHY, SHYNESS, SLIM, slimline, SLIPPED VERTEBRATE, SOCIALISING, SPONDYLOLISTHESIS, SPORT, SPORTY, STREET ABUSE, STRESS, STRESSFUL, TILTED PELVIS, true stories, TRUE STORY, UGLY, UNATTRACTIVE, UNIVERSITY, VERBAL ABUSE, WAISTLINE, weight, white bread, WRONG DIAGNOSIS | 1 Comment

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