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I FEEL LIKE CRYING HAPPY TEARS THAT MY CHRONIC PAIN HAS FINALLY STARTED TO DECREASE….BUT I’M SCARED TOO JUST YET!
“If I can’t get back on the anti-inflammatories then my life is over. I won’t be able to cope with physio on my pelvis, having a girlfriend or going out five days a week for a job”. In the last … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, FAMILY, HEALTH, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, RANT, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized
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Tagged 1990S, ABDOMINAL PAIN, ADDENBROOKES CAMBRIDGE, ADDENBROOKES HOSPITAL, ANAL PAIN, anti-inflammatory, anxiety, BACK PAIN, blog, burning anus, burning bottom feeling, CELECOXIB, celecvoxib, CHRONIC BACTERIAL PROSTATITIS, CHRONIC ILLNESS, CHRONIC PAIN, chronic pain blog, CHRONIC PELVIC PAIN, comfort eating, CRYING, DEGREE, DEPRESSION, DREAD, EMBARRASSING BODIES, EMBARRASSING HEALTH PROBLEMS, EMOTION, etoricoxib, Family, FAMILY SUPPORT WHEN ILL, fightback, fighting spirit, GALLBLADDER, GALLSTONES, girlfriend, HAPPY TEARS, Health, health and beauty, health and neauty, health battles, health blog, health diary, hell, HERBAL MEDICINE, HOPE, iliospoas, ILL HEALTH, INFLAMED GROIN, INFLAMMATION, irrational, JOB, life setbacks, lifestyle, LOWER BACK PAIN, lumbar spine pain, MALE HEALTH, medication, MEN'S HEALTH PROBLEM, MENS HEALTH, mental health, MISERY, MOBILITY ISSUES, mother son, mother son relationship, MOTIVATION, muscoskeletal physiotherapy, naproxen, NATIONAL HEALTH SERVICE, NATURE'S MOST POWERFUL ANTI INFLAMMATORY, negative mindset, negativity, nerves, NHS, NO CURE, nsaid, nsaids, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, OCD MEDICATION, pain, pain relief, panic stricken, PELVIC FLOOR MUSCLES, PELVIC FLOOR SPASMS, PELVIC GIRDLE PAIN, PELVIC PAIN, PELVIS, physical health, physical torment, physiotherapy, POSITIVE, positive mindset, positivity, PROSTATE, PROSTATE E.COLI INFECTION, PROSTATE ILLNESS, PROSTATE INFECTION, PROSTATITIS, PSOAS PAIN, QUERCETIN, rant, rational, REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM, rib pain, SACROILIAC JOINT PAIN, sad tears, SCIATIC PAIN, SCIATICA, SEX ORGANS, SHOULDER PAIN, SORE ANUS, SORE BOTTOM, SORE INFLAMED PELVIC FLOOR, SORE RIBS, sore shoulder, SPINE, SPONDYLOLISTHESIS, SUFFERING, TEARS, TILTED PELVIS, TRAMADOL, true stories, TRUE STORY, Twitter, UNCATEGORISED, UNCATEGORIZED, UNIVERSITY, urology, WATER WORKS, WOORY, work, WORRY, writing
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MY LYMPHOEDEMA IS IMPROVING AND ALL I HAVE DONE IS………..EXERCISE MORE!
“Lymphoedema is a chronic condition that causes swelling when the lymphatic system is not able to drain fluid properly”.(Google search). “Lymphoedema is a swelling that develops as a result of an impaired lymphatic system. This may be as a result of … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, EMOTION, FAMILY, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, skin infection, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized
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I WILL ALWAYS BE A SOFT, SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL MAN. I AM SO GLAD THAT I AM TOO…….WELL, MOST OF THE TIME!
I will always be a SOFT, SENSITIVE and EMOTIONAL MAN. This is a fact of life that I do not mind one bit. Well OK, at times I wish was a bit harder, bit rougher around the edges but that … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, BOOKS, COMEDY, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, FAMILY, FRIENDSHIP, MENTAL HEALTH, RANT, social media, SPORT, TRUE STORIES, twitter, UFC, Uncategorized
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Tagged anxiety, BEST MATE, BIG BOYS DON'T CRY, books, CAMP, CHARACTER, CLOTHES, COLLEGE, COMEDY, CONFRONTATION, cricket, CRY, CRYING, del boy, del trotter, DEPRESSION, DRESS SENSE, EMOTION, EMOTIONAL, EMOTIONAL PERSONALITY, FAKE, FAKE HARDNESS, FAKE LOOK, FAKE PERSONALITY, Family, FASHION, father, FEELINGS, FEMININE SIDE, FEMININITY, FILMS, football, FRIENDHIP, FRIENDS, friendship, GIRLS, GROWING UP, GUILT, GUILTY, GYM, HAIRSTYLES, HARD, HARD LOOK, HARD WALK, IMMATURE, IMMATURITY, LAD CULTURE, LAD CUTURE, LADDISH CULTURE, LADS, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, LOLLY, LOVE PINK, MACHO, MANLY PURSUITS, MENTAL, mental health, MENTAL TOUGHNESS, METROSEXUAL, MICHAEL BISPING, MIND, MR.T, nerves, NICE GUY, ONLY FOOLS AND HORSES, OPEN EMOTIONALLY, OPINIONATED, PERCEPTION, PERSONALITY, PINK, rant, REALITY, RELATIONSHIP, scarf, SCARG, scarves, sense of humour, SENSIITIVE, SENSITIVE, SENSITIVENESS, SENSITIVITY, SHAVED HEAD, SHOWING YOUR FEELINGS, SHY, SOFT, SPORT, TIN-TIN, TRENDY, TRUE FEELING, TRUE FEELINGS, true stories, Twitter, ufc, UNCATEGORISED, Unexploded, Unexploded BY ALISON MACLEOD, UNI, UPSET, VULNERABILITY, WEDDINGS, WIMP, WORKING OUT, WORRY, WORRYING, YELLOW
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ANOTHER SETBACK AND BODY BLOW……….I DO HAVE LYMPHOEDEMA AFTER ALL!
A week ago I had appointment at a local hospital where my worst fears were confirmed, I do indeed have a lifelong condition called lymphoedema(in my lower legs) after all. I say after all because I have had this possible … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, EMOTION, FAMILY, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, RANT, skin infection, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized
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Tagged acidic, ANGUISH, ANKLE SWELLING, ANKLES, anxiety, BACK PAIN, body blow, CELLULITIS, CHRONIC BACTERIAL PROSTATITIS, chronic health problem, CHRONIC PAIN, CHRONIC PELVIC PAIN, COMPRESSION PUMP, COMPRESSION STOCKINGS, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, DIARY, DOCTORS, DOPPLER LEG SCAN, EMOTION, Family, fed up, FEELING, FLOWTRON, FLUID BUILD UP, FLUID RETENTION, GILMORE'S GROIN, Health, HERNIA, HOPE, ILL, ILL HEALTH, LEG SWELLING, LEGS, LIFE, LIPODEMA, lymph, LYMPH DRAINAGE, LYMPH DRANAGE, LYMPH GLAND EXERCISES, LYMPH GLANDS, lymphatic drainage, LYMPHODEMA, LYMPHOEDEMA, LYMPHOEDEMA CLINIC, LYMPHOGRAM, MANUAL LYMPH DRAINAGE, manual lymphatic drainage, MENS HEALTH, mental health, MLD, NATIONAL HEALTH SERVICE, NERVE COMPRESSION, NHS, NO CURE, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, over acidic, over acidix, pain, PELVIC PAI N, physical health, POISONING, rant, REAL LIFE, SADNESS, SCIATICA, SETBACK, SINUS SURGERY, SKIN INFECTION, SLIPPED VERTEBRATE, SPONDYLOLISTHESIS, STOCKINGS, SWOLLEN LIMBS, TRAUMA, TYPE ONE DIABETES, UNCATEGORISED, UNCATEGORIZED, UPSET, VASCULAR, VASCULAR CONSULTANT, WOORY, WORRIES, WORRY
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ENOUGH OF THE DIABETIC SELF-PITY……THINGS COULD BE A LOT WORSE!
I know this blog is going to annoy some of my fellow diabetics out there but I can not hold my silence any longer. At the moment I am having a terrible flare-up with my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, a truly … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, EMOTION, HEALTH, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, RANT, TRUE STORIES, twitter, Uncategorized
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Tagged anxiety, BACK PAIN, blog, BLOOD SUGARS, CELLULITIS, CHRONIC PELVIC PAIN, CONTAMINATION, DEPESSION, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, DIABETIC, DOCTORS, EMOTION, Health, HERNIA, HYPO, INSULIN, LYMPHODEMA, LYMPTH GLANDS, MENS HEALTH, MENS MENTAL HEALTH, mental health, MIND, MIND CHARITY, NHS, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD, PELVIC PAIN, physical health, rant, SPONDYLOLISTHESIS, SUICIDAL, true stories, UK, WORRY
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BOTH PALS AND MY GP ARE ON MY SIDE! (LYMPHOEDEMA DIAGNOSIS UPDATE).
Monday was a relatively big day for me on the ‘get me better front’. If you read my last blog then you will have discovered how I had recently been given two opposing opinions by two Vascular Consultants…..in the space … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, RANT, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized
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EXTREMELY ANXIOUS, WORRIED AND SCARED…THIS IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW ABOUT GETTING MY LEG SCAN RESULTS TOMORROW!
This time tomorrow I will know the results of a leg scan I recently had……..AND I AM ABSOLUTELY BRICKING IT. It feels like the rest of my life and how it is going to pan out all rests on how … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, EMOTION, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, skin infection, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized
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Tagged anxiety, awareness, CELLULITIS, DEPRESSION, DIABETES, DOCTORS, duplex leg scan, EMOTION, failure, Family, fear, frightened, frightenef, FRUSTRATED, frustration, Health, HOPE, hopelessness, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, medical, MENS HEALTH, mental health, MISDIAGNOSIS, nervous, NHS, OCD, physical health, physio, pressure, REAL LIFE, scan, scan results, scared, SKIN INFECTION, SWOLLEN ANKLES, SWOLLEN FEET, SWOLLEN LEGS, SWOLLEN LOWER LIMBS, TRUE STORY, worried, WORRY, WRONG DIAGNOSIS
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THE VERDICT IS DUE IN ANY MINUTE…DOES ANDY LLOYD HAVE LYMPHOEDEMA OR NOT?
JUDGE : “Members of the jury do you find the defendant Mr Andrew Lloyd guilty or not guilty of having LYMPHOEDEMA…..FOR LIFE?” Chief Juror : “NOT GUILTY YOUR HONOUR!” Reporter : “Screams from the gallery, Andy Lloyd looks stunned in disbelief … Continue reading →
Posted in ANXIETY, cellulitis, COMEDY, DEPRESSION, EMOTION, HEALTH, LYMPH GLANDS, LYMPHOEDEMA, mens health, MENTAL HEALTH, NHS, OCD, RANT, skin infection, TRUE STORIES, Uncategorized
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